1 month's passed since I've started at JLL.

I like my job's function. and i love the limitless potential it can have due to it's pretty flat structure.

I pretty much hate how my fitness has jsut tanked. plus being sick for 1 week too doesn't help.
i miss that free feeling...kinda like back when it rained while i was running but i loved it the more!

things are moving...swirling around me and my dearie...

i feel...it's us against the world...i feel...well i'm more of just starting out...

but i've committed myself to a few things for the rest of my life...and...using my 2 feet and arms are part of it...

it's the stability of activities that...i never had...and lacking of...have not built anything substantial in the last 24 years.

i've been granted another chance at life by Daddy God...and now with a dearie babe with me... i don't wanna jinx it by saying i wanna be forever with her...but that's exactly how i feel...despite the number of critical fights we've had...i love her...and more than that...wanna walk out life with her...

with...

is such a different world...and a different word...Daddy God's teaching me too...and my dearie has been uber gracious to me too...

despite her tears...

sometimes i don't understand...i still don't...but i say my prayers of thanks...of gratitude... for the blessing...

moving onward and forwards with my dearie by my side...i'm aiming for a few things...and will stick to it...

enough of all the confusion...delving into sciences(in the confusion of pri,sec,and jc)

i swear i'll never let any of my kids enter that confusion...

then they'll be useless by the time their 18 or 19. still useless i mean.

i envision them to move on with life...and have a fun life too...

so the things i'm aiming to stick to are well...things held closely in my heart...only my Daddy knows...and my dearie too

the world is a pretty treacherous place if you let it get to you...in 2007 i learnt the painful lesson of letting others control you...

i've learnt that i've my own value, own balls, and own worth to dictate my own path. sometimes i think i'm bollocking... but it doesn't mean i'm brash.

so right now...as the earth has been dug deep...the caves and passages are still dark with undevelopment...but the ground is prepped...

i've all i have to move on...

and may my mind stay focused, happy, contented, and hungry for more in the paths i'm choosing to go into.

for the path of the righteous shines brighter and brighter until the perfect day

Daddy thank you for taking care of me and my dearie all of these days and the days ahead...

for i have not seen the righteous gone hungry or beg for bread

Tags: career, declaration, graduation'08, musings, thoughts