alright somehow looking at the china quake pics
i couldn't bear to watch the live pictures and the woman squirming and moaning...

we think we can imagine what they're feeling
we think and take that as a consolation to ourselves; that we can feel what they're feeling

well that's all just bollocks
we don't know how they're feeling

and i'll be the first to admit that

but it does move my heart and stirs my thoughts and emotions

much of what i can only do is to donate money to worthy causes

and beyond that is to perhaps stir others to too

i feel connected to china (finally)

and it's cause of meeting this french intern adrien who remarked that you'll never find a french not being able to speak french

furthermore that's my race there

so it does hit home abit harder than say the pakistan earthquake or the myanmar cyclone

not that i am biased but

given urgent attention helping the people that are "my" people is first priority

anyway just a side note. i am really cheering the chinese government on to show the US how true aid, search and rescue is done.

and i believe the chinese government is 110% times better in it's response.

eat that you bullying american hawks sitting on your pompus laurels in capitol hill

on another note it's only a matter of time before china takes over the world

so the yanks and the continentals better stop acting like spoilt brats and start practicing the democracy they preach.

or rather if they're socialistic, like the continentals(save UK) are...then at least admit it.

coming from someone who can't speak mandrin for nuts. and has 99% of his life adored italian and english culture.

i am however aware of the facts that i am chinese. but i'll use it as a launch pad. or rather i'm not basing my life on that. but you gotta admit we're a bunch of driven folks. (who've yet to learn about work-life balance and communication)

but we're getting there. and you can bet your falling USD that will happen.

but anyway back to the quake. that's why it does hurt me to see and hear of the news.

it's like they don't look too different from say the neighbour i live next to. or the people i serve alongside or take command of in the army.
stuff like that.

yea.

but i do despise communism. i think it's retarded.

if you wanna know who was capitalist first. it was the chinese man!

where did gold and copper coins come from yo! besides israel where everything began...