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hi guys i'm sick of the shitty service livejournal is...

I'll be at wordpress.

Same address.


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our sixth month. Today.

unbelievable. has it been reaaaaly that long? yes
more than that we’ve really been through alot. and enjoyed and done so mucha stuffs together~ :)

and i think we’re not even yet out of the stalls out into life together just yet…

but i know i’ve definitely found the one for me…

and…nothing is finished or written off yet…we can change things…Daddy’s helping too…

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apologises for missing much posting...

much things have happened in my life...

that i haven't sat down to think through about...

but i thought i'd just pen here that...

life isn't a fairy tale...it's not made of happy endings...not made of the stuff of dreams...

and reality can hit you like a wooden plank with splinters right across the smiling face of oneself...

both flooring you, smashing your teeth, causing you to bleed, and losing all your footing, and also getting your head hit on the pavement...

it isn't...if you're soley depending on your bare 2 hands...and bare 1 brain...and bare 2 legs...

we all need divine intervention...and as the bawling man would like to declare otherwise...

the dew of heaven makes men rich...the blessings from on High open doors we don't deserve to walk through...

and i've learnt it

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is there something magical about a new year?
you know i think God himself thinks so. and that's why we can put some weight behind that thought.
after all He divides time by years and so much is in store for each of us stored by Him.

the less we fear, the less we doubt ourselves, and the less smug we are, i think the better.

smugness has never brought me any good. instead being humble and thankful for the little things have seen me in good stead.

looking forward. i only want to see the good. enjoy the good. and take the good.

and i wish the very same for each of all of you.

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We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes


Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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17th December!

Beautiful Day because it's my birthday. Beautiful Day because my DADDY GOD made it special.

i used to think, when i was more materialistic, less terrible now, that it was a day to get stuff on my wish list.
nowadays, it's a day to remember why I'm here. where I'm going while here and a day of giving Thanks for what's come around the year.(advantage of having a year end birthday ;D)

it took me quite awhile to love the date. 17 12.
but somewhere this year someone expounded that 17 in the bible means Victory!

and I am one who loves Victory. Winning.

I'm happy. My dearie called me at 1200! :D
but because in my world, no clock has the "exact" time. erm i wasn't sure when 1200 had hit. ><

but that sure made my day and year :) i'll remember that dearie :) that you were there to make it special for me. :)

i refuse to count my age well since last year. and i don't intend to count my age.

i'd rather give Thanks for the things that have happened. i'd rather Remember the good things :D

hahaha and i believe God loves me so much that He will fulfill my wishes on this day. :)

well...i'll keep this short and let myself enjoy the day...that God has made...and made even more special this year than the last...cuz His gift is around with me

:)


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on the back of a 600+ or 700 point drop in the Dow...we can only say we've been here before...

the feeling is familiar...although at -300 during midday...i didn't think it would go that far that fast...even thought it would rebound to a minimal loss

nonetheless looking forward...there's something new in all of this...that the crashes are losing steam...

i remember declaring a target level of dow at 6900...i would be highly optimistic for it to hit that...maybe scraping low 7000s is an optimistic hope from a philo-short speculator like me.

i really feel...similar to my previous prediction...that somehow...things will accelerate and steam off by december..

however i also feel historically december has been a positive month...could this mean january has more carnage in store?

it would be really surprising...

anyway i mean to say that we're nearing the end...maybe witihin the next safely 3-4 big drops...and that's it we're done...we've scraped bottom and will retreat upwards into a long narrow band...

take advantage of emerging markets like china though...and those governments that have poured money into their economy through fiscal and monetary stimulus...

those economies will be the leading lights ahead. someone once said that the amount a government spends during a recession trend not just lessens the pain but also causes the future growth to be much better...in their words...the loss of gdp would not be that bad

so if the US doesn't get a big fiscal stimulus going...then it's high time to dump almost ALL broad based US investments and run elsewhere...but if obama does what's promised...the US will survive one more round...however with an even greater devaluation of the dollar...(que gold and oil prices to rise)

well that's enough for now...

happy trading/speculating...

do not take this advice as a basis to trade. and i shall not be held responsible for your life's savings going down the drain.
speculating and trading is highly risky and no one can predict what is going to happen.


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1 month's passed since I've started at JLL.

I like my job's function. and i love the limitless potential it can have due to it's pretty flat structure.

I pretty much hate how my fitness has jsut tanked. plus being sick for 1 week too doesn't help.
i miss that free feeling...kinda like back when it rained while i was running but i loved it the more!

things are moving...swirling around me and my dearie...

i feel...it's us against the world...i feel...well i'm more of just starting out...

but i've committed myself to a few things for the rest of my life...and...using my 2 feet and arms are part of it...

it's the stability of activities that...i never had...and lacking of...have not built anything substantial in the last 24 years.

i've been granted another chance at life by Daddy God...and now with a dearie babe with me... i don't wanna jinx it by saying i wanna be forever with her...but that's exactly how i feel...despite the number of critical fights we've had...i love her...and more than that...wanna walk out life with her...

with...

is such a different world...and a different word...Daddy God's teaching me too...and my dearie has been uber gracious to me too...

despite her tears...

sometimes i don't understand...i still don't...but i say my prayers of thanks...of gratitude... for the blessing...

moving onward and forwards with my dearie by my side...i'm aiming for a few things...and will stick to it...

enough of all the confusion...delving into sciences(in the confusion of pri,sec,and jc)

i swear i'll never let any of my kids enter that confusion...

then they'll be useless by the time their 18 or 19. still useless i mean.

i envision them to move on with life...and have a fun life too...

so the things i'm aiming to stick to are well...things held closely in my heart...only my Daddy knows...and my dearie too

the world is a pretty treacherous place if you let it get to you...in 2007 i learnt the painful lesson of letting others control you...

i've learnt that i've my own value, own balls, and own worth to dictate my own path. sometimes i think i'm bollocking... but it doesn't mean i'm brash.

so right now...as the earth has been dug deep...the caves and passages are still dark with undevelopment...but the ground is prepped...

i've all i have to move on...

and may my mind stay focused, happy, contented, and hungry for more in the paths i'm choosing to go into.

for the path of the righteous shines brighter and brighter until the perfect day

Daddy thank you for taking care of me and my dearie all of these days and the days ahead...

for i have not seen the righteous gone hungry or beg for bread

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okay so it's fallen.
eurusd...usd strength fell from 1.26 to 1.28 and it expected to climb...
usd/sgd and basically almost all other usd pairs are all falling.

this will indicate the rally will continue.
expect a bear market rally into december. but get out before december ends.

december has historically been a positive month. and it does not look like it won't be.

if you missed today's rally...or there's still a short sliver of time up until maybe later...you still can enter
but if you missed today's(24th us time) wait for the next big drop which could come later in november...(i know november is really late already)

that will be the shoo in into december...right now the force of the rally does not mean we're out of anything yet.
but that it's just a technical rebound.

don't believe advisers and anyone including your closest friends if they ask you to dump your money in now...classify them however as people you should not listen to at all..

and as always...the advice seen here is not meant to be traded upon but as a place of exericise for Nashon to make predictions and learn from his own mistakes

enjoy the holidays and keep spending frugal

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was doing some charting.

i'm nailing myself to make this prediction. please do not trade on this advice - i shall not be responsible for any misdemeanour.

USD/SGD is expected to make a big reversal soon.

within the months of late november to the whole of december.

expect the dollar to fall off it's own cliff.

yupyup. i shall watch it and see how it goes. :)

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okie daddies and mommies and little kiddies...

we're entering a narrow trading band right now...

which means we won't go too up nor oto down.

unlike the wonderful 1000,800,600,500,400,200,100 point swings in the Dow we've seen.

FX wise, it is noticeable that in the EUR/USD pair, it is also in a narrow trading band.

what this means as some books say, the longer we're in this trading band(say 1 week 2 week or 3)...

the greater the velocity of direction...which means whether we're gonna break to the downside or upside will be larger IF we stay in this narrow trading bang LONGER.

however if say tomorrow or wednesday we do move some direction then it's like the never ending DIE HARD SEQUELS folks...

its not really the bottom nor is it the turning point either...

large speculations say 3 years. i kinda agree so, however 3 years to the beginning of the next feel-good-times

but bottoms normally occur within the middle of 3 years...

here's my speculation...if the US doesn't increase fiscal spending, it really could become like Japan's lost decade...however do look strongly to CHINA.

government policy dictates that if the cat can catch mice, the cat is a good cat.

so if the government can make the chinese wealthier(including the interior) AND raise their world standing...then you can expect that the government will put to use some of those really large fiscal surpluses derived from being the world's factory(melamine sold separately)

so chill. don't expect too much this week. but do begin to sniff for clues!

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i may talk "former" glories

but i am. [the glories i speak about]

one step at a time though. one frame at a time. one turn at a time.

although it's gonna be 6 weeks, unemployment is a curse and a disease.

i'll find what means to me, and with His help, i'll find my way back again, and lead us on...

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As work begins tomorrow. All the pent up things are gonna be unleashed.

But amidst it all dear, you were always gonna be a permanent fixture.
when i'm slogging away expressing myself.
i know it's the best way to build my career.

and with that...a better foundation for our lives together

the scenary may have changed but...


Right Here Right Now
[Zac:]
Can you imagine, what would happen
if we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it
and that it would never leave.
Then I would thank that star,
that made our wish come true
(come true)
Ohh Yeahh
Cause he knows that where you are, is where I should be too.

Chorus
Right Here, Right Now
Im looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything
Right Here, I promise you somehow
that tomorrow can wait, some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me


[Vanessa:]
It feels like forever, what could be better
We've already proved it was
That two thousand words, twenty three hours, have blended the universe.
Its gonna be, everything (everything)
in our whole world changed
(it starts changing)
and do know that when we are, (when we are)
our memory's the same

oh no,oh no

Chorus
Right Here, Right Now (right now)
Im looking at you,and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything (everything)
Right Here, I promise you somehow (somehow were gonna)
That tomorrow can wait, some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me.

Bridge
Oh we know its coming (coming)
Oh its coming fast
Its always you and me,ohh yeah
so lets make this second last
make it last


Chorus
Right here,
Ooohh Right now.
Yeah im looking at you,
and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me
You and me

you and me
Ohh You and me
But right now there's you and me

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~dedicated to the only one who has my heart. and whose heart is with me too~
my dearest beary :)


Can I Have This Dance:
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all


[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be


(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

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i think it's time to wake up to the new world.

as barclays receives fresh injections from the middle east to the tune of a mere 14billion.

realise this that the age of overleveraging and making money out of empty money is over...for now at least.

the days when you could swindle money out of people who made money as easy as it has left them are also over.

with no excess money to churn nor rising asset prices to sell and make money off, there is no easy money now.

it's true the economy will go on as it has. but shrink it will.

and people who are more interested in the world we once lived in in 2001-2007 will find it doesn't exist.

those who have sneaked into organisations with fake resumes, connections, altruism, and such cronyism, should be flushed out by the demands for efficiency and cost cutting.

that said, economic expansion, in other words, the return of easy airy money will bring back those days again one day. maybe about 4-5years later.

we wonder here what bubble it will be next.

and there will always be these people flocking(stupid singaporeans) to it again.

they raided the IT sector, and now the banking and finance sector(fuckers took up jobs only for the money), and what's next?

we saw how greed destroys the world. when hedge funds and investors parked moneys in commodities and plunged alot of people into poverty.

it is this same rich people trying to prevent the deflationary process now that will return prices to 2001 levels.

we see the effect in the plunge in commodity prices as these people who exploit any asset class lost their money and decided to pull it all out.

the best place to be is a producer. produce for these consumers. and don't trust a word they say in where to invest.

the bankers, the private bankers, the priviledge bankers, the priority bankers, the independent financial consultants, the insurance agents, the financial planners, the consumer bankers, the relationship managers, the investment relationship managers, the brokers, the dealers.

they are the sales portion of the business. the majority, are nothing but the same touters you see in bugis village or newton market.

ensure that if you want to park your 200k 300k 400k. you don't give it to someone who can talk in the same exciting slang as someone hawking wares in a department store.

make sure he has at least invested time and money in his investment appraisal skills! fucking idiots!
look for certifications like CFA, or ask him/her real fucking questions.

i've seen how insurance people sell shit. i HOPE they ALL get wiped out. those who sell it without considering the consumer. all they care about are their fucking comissions. and not the client's real purpose.

these people, some, invest their damn life savings....fuck man...how does that feel...

it feels like SHIT i tell you.

swanky mother fuckers.

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hahaha. yes yes! we're capitulating! dow 8300ish now at 3 hours into friday's trading...

it's not enough yet though. if it doesn't capitulate FURTHER down...it will recover today's session by end...which is..QUE NEXT WEEKS MAYHEM

if we DO capitulate today...but it doesn't look like it has enough reasons too...so maybe 30% possibility...then next week will be a flat line around the if-today-we-capitulate

what do i mean by capitulate? dow at 7800 ish... we did see it during intraday last week...

hahaha...it's so funny cause i was posting yesterday and didn't expect today's trading to be such... o well...

SHORT SHORT SHORT YEA!

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just a guess...and from what i've seen so far...
deep inside i know we're not anywhere near bottoms...because pain's still not felt on the streets yet...
true WSJ just reported goldman's gonna cut 10% of jobs. that means they probably know 2009 will be a tough year.

this also means the market levels seen here dow at 8500~86,87 levels...are well not where you'd stand on...kinda like another trap door that you stand on...

was looking at some stocks charts...and coupled with some of the stuff heard over CNBC...coupled with my feeling...(the same feeling that predicted STI at 22 when it was still 24,25...however it fell through 22,21,20,19,18...should go lower to 17,16 and maybe end off at 15 before sharply bouncing back to 16,17 trading range in 2009 and upwards potentially to 18,19 again...)

so basically...in the near term...while many would have like a protracted narrow band on the dow...it doesn't seem likely as the market begins to slowly understand how bad things are going to be...

markets always move in advance of what's felt on the street...and the price of the dow indicates sentiments...hence news releases kinda affect it if it wasn't predicted or "priced in"...like if you know a sale is coming up...you won't up front pay 80 bucks for a dress when you know you can get it at 50...so the price drops to 50 and then you buy...(kind of logic...but not quite but that's kind of the idea)

so everyone's crystal-balling the economy and reflecting it into stock prices.

basically stock indices track a couple of stocks...like for the STI it's 30 main stocks from different industries(financials, manufacturing, IT, biotech, etc)...so it reflects the prices of these industries with weightages...reflecting the economy...because the economic outlook is priced into the price of each of these stocks...vis a vis the performance of the management...hence noting how dbs' management's actions over the past year have not done it any favours...it's fallen by much more than say uob, ocbc...(of course taking into account the different style of management too in each bank)

so the DOW works the same way...one look at it should give you the indiciation about how people are feeling about the economy to come...

it's never an instant snapshot of now...everyone's all busy forecasting...

so here's my forecast...there should be a sharp drop off pretty soon...so if you're thinking or your mom/dad is thinking of buying into equities now...i'd say wait awhile more...

i believe november-december could be much worse...maybe not in terms of volatility...but the pain will be felt on the street more...and that should freak out the stock markets abit more...and bring it to it's bottom level...

i'm predicting dow at 6-7000ish at it's bottom...and expect it to go down to 75,76 soon within the next 2 months.

as for sti...it will always follow the dow...the sti and hangseng tend to do that...
sti at 14,1500ish at bottom...and low 1700s pretty soon...

i may not look it. but so far i think i'm fairly right.

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 its been some time since i bought a Milan Jersey, i missed out last season for Pato, but i guess now's a good time even if he is coming over for just 1-2months.
:)


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hi guys i think earlier this year in april as commodity prices were rising like mad and the rice fiasco crisis in thailand broke out and affected alot of countries...
i stumbled upon the Fill the Cup Campaign in the World Food Programme adverts.
and it was about filling others with rice for food...

it's when a little sum of money you donate can help fill the cup for someone somewhere.

while many of you like to think you're helping others when you finish your food. here's a real way to get it done.

it's said 25cents fills the Red Cup of porridge for a kid who won't go hungry.

to me i think it's a great way to really feed others with what I have.

i trust the WFP because it's big enough and has enough checks to know the money will feed at least someone out there.

i think it's a mark of greatness when you are able to offer others what's of yours.

i know in terms of emotional strength i'm not that great, but at least i can give what i have, a little bit of extra money on the side.

and i kinda feel you tap into a different realm when you give back to society and the world at large.

it's like you reverse the order of the world and you become in charge of this new one where you can choose what when and where do you want to give to.

of course if you prefer other charitable organisations that's fine too. you have a choice with your money.

but go on. Fill the Cup

:)

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market volatility has been well...trader's paradise...

after the biggest one day dow gain in history everyone thought it was over

newspapers and to a large extent of "financial" reporters love to sound positive like carrying news a lovely couple's getting married whenever the market rises...
i see how their faces lighten up...as if things will get better...and you tell me you're having a rollercoaster experience? seriously. oh please.

anyway i wasn't expecting the dow to go down back under 9000 that quick...

anyway part of my fucking analysis that got eaten up. i just wanted to say.

children if your parents or anyone that has money wants to invest? invest in commodities.(before this small retracement of prices ends)

because if the economy doesn't slump(no blood felt in the street)

we are going to have mega-inflation by the time 2010 comes. (full analysis some other day)

commodities present a good exposure to inflation linked goods. as inflation(price levels) rise
so do these goods. foodstuffs will be a good place to start.

it may not look it right now. but definitely it will rise(unless the economy really slows. which given the amount of bailing out now, "like injecting heroin to a patient to make them feel better")

anyway that's not my point. my point is this.

i decided to take abit of interest in my FSX this week and i think i'm fortunate to be found on the top10 for the 1 week table.

lol. so i took a screenshot it(so vain) and yea. lol.



im from UK! :D i purposely put that cuz it just looks more swanky. yea baby! haha

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Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it
tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things
that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
You're just skin and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I
can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things
that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

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we walk on shores and leave footprints
on the water laiden ground our trails are left

the author scribbles the intermediate chapters
a story still brewing in the kitchen

steel plates chucked in
a new column and then a pillar and then a beam

in all labour
whatever we have set our hands to
putting our hearts on the anvil's plain

there is profit

even though papyrus is all we have to hold

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okay repost! but that's because a kind folk used my referral code...whoever you are...identify yourself!...so i can say thank you..

anyway must make mention...i know there's alot of other sites where you can compile pictures together into a book.
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or a photo book or scrap book

or looking for a gift idea where you can really customise a book (someone's wedding, your couple photos, your little baby cousin)
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or if you're like me, you can do stuff on a blank canvas to exact your precise requirements(i'm an arse of a designer)


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FUCKKKKKKK

I CLICKED A FUCKING BOOKMARK LINK AND MY SUPER LONG ARTICLE IS GONE

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i think i'm too serious about life seriously.

all this started because i thought hey it's time to get serious.

and the crows fell off it's nest and fucking pooed on my head. -where's the shotgun damn birdies!-

so i guess things are reset and i've managed to send out a record 15 resumes in...20minutes.

well it's a holiday tomorrow so woohoo!

left hamstrings kind of recovered...so that's great!

and yea...get a damn life...we're too serious about life sometimes and it makes the people around us worry...

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in much labour there is profit...

the less we think about it(in this instance) and the more we do something about it...

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this 3rd week of august begins with 2 injured sprained ankles, and 1 injured upper back.
MRI is coming on wednesday
and ### reservist is coming too
plus if i do go for my shoulder operation it will be another 1 month out plus another 2 months to recover full mobility and whatever.

with so much disruption...having put exams,travelling out of the way i thought i could come back and get right on track.

i hate it
i was aiming initially during march to get to ironman australia in december'08
instead recently my forecast been shifted to ironman japan in june'09

but it's been like this...some years things fall into place and make great progress(2007)
some years it's just shit(2006)
and 2008 has been not so good so far...

but i still believe...and will fight back as soon as i can

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things are definitely picking up.
going for interviews even if it's for industries (insurance) i'm so not fucking interested in

it's good. for me to keep warm to the idea of talking to an employer potential
been at prudential's and manulife and comparing back to my AIA times. i can say prudential's much more top notch and professional. the other two are pretty shit rubbish.

so i guess for the kind of work i will put in. i should be expected to be heard right?
that's why insurance interviews are rubbish. they're not interested wtf are your objectives. and ramble on.

if that's the start of this relationship. well i'd rather fuck my self than get hired.

but yea. the interviews that matter are coming up. and i'm excited. because i get to put it altogether.
i've definitely learnt more about connecting with potential employers.
and also about being god damned confident about myself.

i can say that employers love my DISC personality profile.
i'm an uberrrrrish D. driven, determined.
a teeny above average I and C. sociable, and as technical as i feel i need to be.
and a slightly under average S. or as the interviewer points out, not quite dependent on people.
classified as a result-orientated achiever.

i don't talk much but talk only when necessary. and am sociable as much as i see needed.
true.

so when i told her i don't mind doing admin in an investment/cap markets exposure role. she's like won't that drive you mad given you like to get credit for the work you do, or if in a team, the team must be super competitive.
yea it's kind of true. i have to admit. but like i retorted what she told me about myself, i will do whatever it takes to get what i want done.

also true.

and when asked. what is important to you in a career. 3 things.
i could only reply. it must really put me on the edge and challenge me. and i could state nothing else more.

i think that when potential employers see this. they realise they've got a potential nuclear bomb on their hands.
i liked the interviewer because she was like offering the right training for me. like hiding my super D behind a more S outward profile to go further.
which is true. i knew all of this even before i did that DISC test, and even before she went through all the intepretation.

too bad that it's insurance.

if i had a boss/mentor who knew all of that and took such interest to develop me say in the next job. i think that would be absolutely lovely.

i know my shortfalls. but i know my strengths.

so i'm damned confident. i'll put in the work, and hope for the best. if i get fucked. i'll come back and fuck it again! haha yea!

btw. watched love guru. DAMN FUNNY LA. at first it was abit slow going. but once you loosen up to it. it's damn funny.

so yea. i like the idea of waiting for the right offer. i like the idea of really holding out and well also aceing your interviews too.
i like the idea of really thinking of myself, how do i fit in, what will i be doing, relevant experience and exposure for the future, and a boss who god damned cares about developing me.

i must be developed and empowered. i realised that's so key. even if i didn't realise it.

i realise that now.

and any organisation that isn't run by me(a D personality loves a mgt role; although that has yet to occur to me yet as i've yet to have skill excellence in myself at the moment yet)

should be developing and listening to me. if not it can go FUCK OFF. thank you retards. and that includes the church.

church as the set apart place on this earth where u meet god and hear about how good and how he can heal you and change your life is totally totally valid.

but church as a set pattern of life. is a mother fucking retarded piece of shit institution of slavish fucked up ness that needs a fucking overhaul.

i have a separate blog where i write on christian commentary. and i think i've been trying to come to that point. but tonight. as god himself shows me what real love for people is. where you care about their real development. and develop them and expose them.
i think it's all come together quite nicely.

i've no qualms putting the word fuck and the church as a set pattern of life together.
who the fuck appointed them to be like gatekeepers? sounds like the bloddy cults that lock people in houses to do their bidding.

Jesus drew people by charisma and purpose. an inner drawing within each person that he would care for them individually and love them as they are and develop them as they are for their own goals purposes and dreams.

GET THE PICTURE RIGHT BOYS AND GIRLS.

anyway. yup. the days of wearing rags for your religion is FUCKED. and i odn't mean that literally. but it still happens. and encouraged. omg.

so anyway. even had to put off a dealer job that literally they wanted to offer me without even interviewing me!
bugger. because i felt that the other chances coming in now are much better and the exposure experience learning is so much more.
but i told them i'll call them back in a whiles time.
so...

look how God really works. He nails stuff really. and brings in the goods.

yup. so tt's all for now.

cuz i'm fucking worth it biatches. read the headlines today y'all!

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got my ankle clipped from behind on saturday while going for a corner during football.
so i twisted it, and hurt my hip and hand and knee on the fall

hate being injured. feel weak. and disrupts training plans....
(that's why i hate rough tackling in games..)

but right now im missing football already... smashing it into the goal...untold joy i tell u

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august 08

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my pack of 12 cans has finished.
how did i let this happen

no more coke light? =(

HELP

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i flicked on the kitchen light switch
i glided across the tiled floor
i fumbled around
my hands running through the jars, bottles and furniture
i mused
slightly irritated

i hugged my pot
my usual pot of water
i held it close
the glass was colder than me
i hugged it like a respite and comfort

-nashon

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something interesting i read today on the IHT

i think this is when...you read something else someone's gone through and think.

if she could live through the hardship and negativity and of course down times. i think i should too.

it's like inspiration you know?

""I am someone who came from the countryside to the city. I battled and battled, and today my children are studying, with one in college and two others in school. It's a gift from God.""

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Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again


Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

 
"

lyrics )

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2009 wants:
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Tri/Road Bike
Tiffany Atlas Ring(in silver)
Boxing classes
CFA Level I
Meet/Play with Becks

2009 challenge:
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2:1 studies(done '08)
1 client presentation
8 triathlons/marathons
relocation
and others...

promise:
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in '07 i promised myself i would no longer trade reality for a pseudo one.

and cuz nothings changed.
things given are still enabled.
so it's still the same.
He enables me.

2008 was tough. everything about me was under attack. but i kinda think i've come out stronger from it. or just lived through the siege to live another day ahead.

i still want to be on the edge and remain true to the things that are me. and on top of that value the relationships around me in every sort or form.

quotes:
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"all the beautiful sentiments in the world weigh less than a single lovely action"
-James Russel Lowell

"Little minds are taxed and subdued by misfortune but the great minds rise above it."
-Washington Irving

"Deliberation is the function of many; action is the function of one" -C Gaulle

"Change your thoughts and you change your world."
-Norman Vincent Peale

"It's not about getting what you want, but wanting what you've got..."
-sheryl crow song
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